Saying good bye to the past ... wow ... not so easy!

If your memories are bigger than your dreams for the future, you are headed down the wrong path ~ Maury Davis ~ Cornerstone Church ~ Nashville, TN

Maury Davis is the pastor of Cornerstone Church in Nashville, TN where I attend church. The quote above is from her sermon today. My life has been a runaway train for the past two months or so. There's no point what so ever in going into the gory details!

Today ... Pastor D. began his sermon with ... You've got to let go of the past ... and the quote above... and it was like somebody hit me over the head with a mallet. Like a light bulb turned on in the dim light that would be my existence. LOL I sat there in church running over in my mind the past two months and the people and events of the past that were entwined in the threads of them. Kinda scary.

In away ... it all started back in September when I got the idea to plan an American Cancer Society charity event in memory of my ex Jerry Peek who lost his battle with cancer in October of 09. Jerry and I met in 1979 at a friend of my sister and brother in law's house. He was ... the bad boy ... smoking ... drinking ... druggin'... guitar playin' ... bad boy. LOL He was awesome!

*To Be Continued*

Corey Smith - It's Over (Live in HD)

Corey Smith - Bloomington, IN - November 11, 2010

Keith & JP *2 @ Billy's Clubhouse in Macon, GA

New month ... new me ... good and bad notes ...

New Month New Me ....

So much has happened in my life over the past month that I couldn't type it all here if I wanted to ... and I don't want to... LOL

Oct. 9 ... a child ... well she is not a child anymore she is 30 years old ... was arrested for felony possession of another man's a d h d medication in Warner Robins GA ... she is blaming me for it ... she is telling people that I stole my own daughters medication and planted it in her room in WR although I was and can prove that I was in Nashville, TN that entire week. Insanity ... but par for my family. I quit ... the family. LOL I know you can't but you can want to!

For the past three months I have been planning an American Cancer Society charity event in memory of my ex husband who I was married to for 17.5 years and who also was the daddy of our two beautiful daughters. In the beginning of this ordeal and yes now it is indeed an ordeal ... anyways when it started ... his drummer was all about helping me and so was his wife ... and now because I want the wife to give Jerry's guitar to our oldest daughter .. I am a b. and they ... wife band ... friends have all pulled out of helping me with charity event... mature right?

I have been back and fourth to Macon for the entire month of Oct. in an effort to put this thing together the right way. But no ... to the general public ... my reasons for coming / going to Macon are strictly to hit on one of WR finest songwriters / guitarist / vocalist ... oh yeah ... that's exactly why I've been in GA. Couldn't be that GA is home to me ... Macon is where I was born ... I have tons of friends there and have made new ones ... no no no ..... I'm hitting on a hott guitar player ... ok so he is way hot ... but I am not hitting on him ... we are friends and have been forever. I am just so tired of the stupidity of women .... f'ing drama queens ... and not young women ... these are grown women ... what the f.? I will be friends with who I want to ... I will visit with who I want to ... AND I WILL buy f'ing guitars for who .... I .... want to ... fyi friend loved guitar and played it yesterday. Too kewl! Now I just wish for a month that is different from last month!

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