Morning ....

Good Morning World ... what do you have in-store for me today? Wow it's early. This deal of waking at 4:30 a.m. is taking a bit for me to get used to ... but ... on a positive note ... I am sleeping which is a bonus cause I have not slept on a regular basis since early September. LONG STORY!

I get up .... take Zoey out ... Zoey by the by is my Yorkie ... she's my baabe for sure. So it's cold as crap in Nashville this a.m.! I think 30 ... but I'm from GA originally so 30 is flippin cold to me. LOL We got out for Zoey to do her business. I come in ... check the FB ... kinda... tune into You Tube and then to my country radio which is 95.5 The Wolf and first thing I see is Gentry apologizes for taking part in unethical bear hunt. What bear hunt ... and unethical... I can't even read the article. LOL

Ok first off... I'm not so big into "huntin'"... I mean ... I know people who are ... big big hunters. It's not that I'm a big animal rights person ... I mean ... I am ... ok I don't want anybody hurting puppies and kittens. LOL But people eat deer... they eat elk... they eat moose ... so they hunt them ... and eat them ... kewl. No different that us eating ... beef ... pork... lamb... chicken ... we eat them ... somebody some where is killing them, right?

But ... this is different ... my man Troy Gentry has apologized for "Engaging In "Unethical" Bear Hunt"... seriously? What the f.?

http://955thewolf.com/NEWS/Newsarticle/tabid/379/Default.aspx?contentId=7143561&featureGroupId=8354

I can't read it ... lol ... I mean ... I can ... but I'm not gonna right now. It's too early!

Courtesy Of The Red, White And Blue (The Angry American)

Saying good bye to the past ... wow ... not so easy!

If your memories are bigger than your dreams for the future, you are headed down the wrong path ~ Maury Davis ~ Cornerstone Church ~ Nashville, TN

Maury Davis is the pastor of Cornerstone Church in Nashville, TN where I attend church. The quote above is from her sermon today. My life has been a runaway train for the past two months or so. There's no point what so ever in going into the gory details!

Today ... Pastor D. began his sermon with ... You've got to let go of the past ... and the quote above... and it was like somebody hit me over the head with a mallet. Like a light bulb turned on in the dim light that would be my existence. LOL I sat there in church running over in my mind the past two months and the people and events of the past that were entwined in the threads of them. Kinda scary.

In away ... it all started back in September when I got the idea to plan an American Cancer Society charity event in memory of my ex Jerry Peek who lost his battle with cancer in October of 09. Jerry and I met in 1979 at a friend of my sister and brother in law's house. He was ... the bad boy ... smoking ... drinking ... druggin'... guitar playin' ... bad boy. LOL He was awesome!

*To Be Continued*

Corey Smith - It's Over (Live in HD)

Corey Smith - Bloomington, IN - November 11, 2010

Keith & JP *2 @ Billy's Clubhouse in Macon, GA

New month ... new me ... good and bad notes ...

New Month New Me ....

So much has happened in my life over the past month that I couldn't type it all here if I wanted to ... and I don't want to... LOL

Oct. 9 ... a child ... well she is not a child anymore she is 30 years old ... was arrested for felony possession of another man's a d h d medication in Warner Robins GA ... she is blaming me for it ... she is telling people that I stole my own daughters medication and planted it in her room in WR although I was and can prove that I was in Nashville, TN that entire week. Insanity ... but par for my family. I quit ... the family. LOL I know you can't but you can want to!

For the past three months I have been planning an American Cancer Society charity event in memory of my ex husband who I was married to for 17.5 years and who also was the daddy of our two beautiful daughters. In the beginning of this ordeal and yes now it is indeed an ordeal ... anyways when it started ... his drummer was all about helping me and so was his wife ... and now because I want the wife to give Jerry's guitar to our oldest daughter .. I am a b. and they ... wife band ... friends have all pulled out of helping me with charity event... mature right?

I have been back and fourth to Macon for the entire month of Oct. in an effort to put this thing together the right way. But no ... to the general public ... my reasons for coming / going to Macon are strictly to hit on one of WR finest songwriters / guitarist / vocalist ... oh yeah ... that's exactly why I've been in GA. Couldn't be that GA is home to me ... Macon is where I was born ... I have tons of friends there and have made new ones ... no no no ..... I'm hitting on a hott guitar player ... ok so he is way hot ... but I am not hitting on him ... we are friends and have been forever. I am just so tired of the stupidity of women .... f'ing drama queens ... and not young women ... these are grown women ... what the f.? I will be friends with who I want to ... I will visit with who I want to ... AND I WILL buy f'ing guitars for who .... I .... want to ... fyi friend loved guitar and played it yesterday. Too kewl! Now I just wish for a month that is different from last month!